154 days..

So it's been a great weekend I think. But today marked 154 days for me. It's been 154 days since my uncle passed away, we went to a ceremony that honored him and a lot of other wornderful people that passed and donated tissue and/or organs. It was really nice, you got to go and light a candel and they gave you a flower and other great stuff. Even though it was still hard to face the fact that on Earth I won't physically see him again. But honestly how much better does Heaven sound! I realized that no matter what he's never far. Don't think that just because you can't accutally see there body doesn't mean they left you. Same with God, he never has and never will leave us alone. Losing someone you love us always hard but we will over come by knowing they're always with us. (And not in a creepy way, haha.) Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With love. (:

Let it out!

       So I didn't get a chance to blog yesterday, kind of a bumme since blogging is my way of sharing my thoughts without have to keep a diary or journal. I mean if I wanted to talk to my mom and dad that wouldn't be a problem; sometimes I just think that they are just going to give one of those generic answers. For example: "Well sweetheart people are mean sometimes and we just need to pray for them." or "The reason other people are mean to you is just because it makes them feel better." And I'm sure a lot of yo haven't heard those before and truly I have't since like 6th grade. Haha, but I could't think of anything else. Anyways. around my friends I;malways the one that everyone comes to, and the one who really one to go too. I don't carry a lot of drama or have a TON of problems but you know having someone there tht you know you can call or text anytime really ensures the feeling that you not alone. God bless my best friends! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With Love. (: 

A strong attitude!

So today, I actually had a very good day! It was really weird because I kind of felt like a completely new person when I got up this morning, so weird. I think I really, truly learned the purpose of each day is a new day. And that the mood thay I'm in doesn't only effect my but my family and my friends, my teachers and classmates. They all have to deal with me at least 5 days a week, God bless them! Haha. But really have you ever taken a second to look at how the things you do and say make an empression of EVERY person around you. Before now, I can promise you I sure didn't. It's probably weird to a lot of you that I have like some kind of life revalation everyday but I think and feel this stuff over time. I'm really not a freak, or I hope not. Ha. I hope every one has a great day tomorrow! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

  With love. (:

What do you see..?

      So Mondays suck! We all know that, but today I think it was taken to a whole knew level. This happened because it was so cold! Haha. But you know I made the best of my day. The point I'm trying to make is kind of like avoiding your weaknesses in a real way. I try not to let other people see the pain or the struggles that are within me. I feel like if no matter what if others see the thing that I don't want them to see then they will see me a completely different peron. I know that we've always been taught to see the deeper part of people, as in see what is in the inside and not just the physical part. The quote "don't judge a book by its cover," is something I think most of us grew up hearing! And a lot of my peers, myself included, seem to have a really tough time with that specific thing, it's a person challenge we all deal with.
     But back to what I was saying, I hate letting people know when I'm really hurting or when I'm sad or anything else because dumpping my problems on onther people is so not what I wanna do. People deal with me enough of the time, telling them ALL about my life is so not anything I ever wanna do. But I love hearing other people talk, I truly am a great listener or I try to be anyway! I love helping other people; it really is something I love doing. If anyone ever needs anything, I'm hear. Ask for my e-mail and I will be glad to lend some help in anyway I can. But um, I really think that I am wrong in not sharing my feelings sometimes. I know that constantly wearing my feelings on my sleeve just isn't my true personality. But if you are a person who does do that it isn't bad by any means, just don't let the words of others bring you down! I'm alwyas here! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

  With Love. (:

It takes a few tries!

     So we all have crushes weather it's a girl or a guy, but crushes or flings never last too long. You know not too long ago I realized that the perfect guy doesn't exist. But the thing is waiting around for the perfect person to show uo or just walk into you life only happen for a very small percent of people. I think putting myself out in there does make things really awkward but I know that if I could have a chance with an amazing guy then maybe, just maybe it's worth it. You know one of the scary things is the possibility of getting hurt, that would really suck. But it takes a few time of getting hurt till things go your way. I am not the coolest person with the guys but I'm not just gonna let a little competition run me away from anything I strive for. So I hoe that if you really want something (or someone, haha) don't give up! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

   With Love. (:

Saturdays!

So we all have different views on what we would call a perfect Saturday or a perfect day at all. But you know today was an alright day, I have a lot on my plate right now but nothing to crazy! No schedule like Justin Bieber's schedule, haha. But I think my perfect or as close as perfect can get day would be hqnging out with my friend and family having a cookout in the backyard. It would be a cool summer day, swimming and maybe hanging out with a really nice guy, a guy who I know would never let me down. That would be the best day a girl like me could think of, ahh what's you perfect day? Smile, tomorrow is another day!
     
   With Love. (:

Weekdays to the Weekend!

So it's been a long week, but it's Saturday! Finally! This week was a hard week for me; some people really just don't like me. And I mean I know that you can't like everyone but I was really singled out a few times! It's kind of crazy but I'm not going to let the things other people say hurt me! I am stronger than that, we are al stronger tha that. I am determined to be the bigger person, sometimes it's really really hard but it's something that has to happen you know. Ahh, it's crazy! Haha. Have a greay weeked. Smile, tomorrow is another day!
 
   With love. (:

The Day after Valentines, ehh.

        So even though I didn't have a "Valentine" this year, I still had a pretty good day! And the day after was alright I guess. That's the day every girl wheres there new jewelery or whatever there gift may have been, ugh bummer for the single girls and guys out there.
        The funny thing was I finally realized that girls aren't the only people who hate being single that day. I mean I always kinda knew it but I guess I never really connected the dots. All those famous people have it good and bad that day. It's good that they kinda have just about anyone they want, but they don't want to let the other people down who look up to them, so they don't want to pick favorites. I don't know from experience, but you know maybe one day I might. Highly doubt it, but as Justin Bieber says, "Never say never." Haha. I hope that everyone had the best Valentines Day they could. Smile, tomorrow is another day!
 
   With Love. (:

The Beginning.

    Starting a blog is something that I think will allow my to talk about my life experiences and be able to see the comments about other's stories also. So it's time for me to start my story, and hear all of yours! Smile, tomorrow is another day!