Bad Days Are The Worst!

   Have you ever had a really, really bad day? If you haven't, oh how I wish I was in your position! But anyways today I had a majorly hard day! It was like every little thing that happened I took it really harshly! And I felt like everyone around me was tryin to make me mad, like they made some kind of announcement about it! I'm crazy, I know. But when it came down to it I had a couple really good friends that were there for me even thoug I wasn't vein the nicest person I could be. And I realized the real, true friends are hard to come by these days. So if you have them, hang on to them! I was great appreciative when it all.came down to it. Think hard, are your friends true friends? Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With love. (:

Ah, Sundays!

  Have you ever had one of those days where you just lay around the house doing NOTHING! I had one of those days today, and I did a lit if thinking today. I do my best thinking when I'm laying on the couch! Haha.
   Today, I thought how different would my life be if I had a crazy amazing talent and was lived by the world! You have to admit being famous sounds pretty awesome, making other people happy doing somethig you love! Pretty great, but it seems like it's not an easy job. The thing is though the Lord blessed me with so many talents! He blessed us all with a remarkable amount of talents you know! They may not be Justin Bieber singing voices or Usher dancing moves but they are all great gifts! Don't ever think you aren't special, who ever tell you otherwise is lying! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

  
    With love. (:

Not again..

   Being let down is one of those things that just happens sometimes. But the sad thing is for some people it just happens way to often. I would say that it happens to me all the time, but it does happen quite a bit. And you know it sucks, no one likes getting their hopes up for something they want so badly. No ones perfect, but don't make promises you can't keep.
    When you feel like you are that one single girl or guy whose geting your hopes up to often, focus on reality. Its hard, believe me I know. But it's better than putting yourself in a vulnerable situation. Stay happy! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

  
    With love. (:

It happens to everyone!

  For me, today was a great day! I kept my head high and didn't let drama get to me! I allowed myself to have fun and enjoy the day the Lord blesseme with. But sadly there was a slight problem, I embaressed myself infront of someone I really wished I hadn't. Haha, "wink wink!" But the thing was he played it cool, as did I of course! I really didn't think that I could recover from a moment like the one I endured. But the thing is I was so, so very wrong! He was exceping of my embarrassing moment.. haha. But what I'm tryin to say is when something unexpected happen to you in a moment if weakness you don't have to blow it out of purportion, like I normally do.. but I'm getting way better. You know that being there for someone you care about when they feel vulnerable may just be life saving. Never feel like in that moment when you tripped down the stairs will "make or break you rep." Everyone is gonna forget about it in a good 15 minutes. Embarrassing moments happen to EVERYONE! Haha. Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With love. (:

Ehh, Don't Say It!

  Obviously we are all completely different people, with different opinions on everything! So a few of my friends and I have had and ongoing problem with a couple of other girls and today a few thin were said that kinda took the situation a little farther then it should have been taken. And I realized that the thing that were said weren't right, and we honestly had no right to say them. But the way the other girls handeled the situation was also unexceptable. And tomorrow I will show them that I am and will continue to be the bigger person. It all goes back to the think be for you talk thing; doing and saying what your peers say isn't always the best idea. Just remember that in God's eyes we are all equals so no one is any better then the girl or guy standing right next go them!
    I really have been trying to be a better peron and trying to treat other people better. Being the bigger person in a "fight" isn't my natural personality. Honestly, I'm usually the one that you have to take down screaming and fightin. One time if just biting your tounge and admitting you can just let this one go could start something good in your life! Haha. Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With love. (:

Take a Breather!

    Sundays are supposed to be the day of rest! Like it's the day you use to recollect yourself from the log week, and to prepare yourself for the week to come! But you know it's the twenty-first centery and no one really every has time to just rest anymore, or atleast my family doesn't. But today I really felt like everyone I talked to finally got a chance to rest. And I got a chance to just hangout with my sisters and talked to a few old friends who I really didn't connect with much anymore. The thing is in the free time I had I actually sat and listened to what other people had to say. My sister has herself a new "friend" and she is really fond of her new "friend." And I didn't know that till I really talked to her about it! It was a hilarious conversation, so funny!
    You know if you really take the time to put yourself on the back-burnner for a little while I'm sure there is someone right under your nose who would love to talk to you about something they may be struggling with or excited about! And you never know, it may be something that seems like nothing to you but everything to them. The fact that you are listening to their storie, whatever it may be, could mean the world to them. I'm gonna try harder to not always be the speaker.You should try too! Smile, tomorrow is another day!


    With love. (:

Debbie Downer!

You know there is always times when we feel like we are always being promised things that never happen. But you know that eventually sometimes things may just work out. Um I feel like that happenes yo me a lot, the being promised things and then getting let down. And its not always by the same person, it's a veriety of different people that I have different "connections" with. Like friend, sister you know.. But what I do is try to imagine the possibility of it happening or not happening. So then if it does happen I'm excited and if it doesn't then ehh, so be it. The sad thing is sometimes I'm a negitive thinker and thing of the worst possible thing just to get myself out of a bad situation. And I guess it's not a completely terrible thing, I don't think, but it kinda brings me down. So I've been trying to keep myself more upbeat and think happy and fun! And if you just happen to be one of those people that think of the glass half empty try to change your way of thinking just a little bit! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

     With love. (:

I'm listening!

So today I went to visit some family I haven't seen in quite a while and I had some family come who I see all the time. And um I was informed that a lot of my family accutally reads my blog! Honestly, I was surprised because I didn't really think that cared about half the stuff I said so I figured, "nahh, they wont read it." Oh, I was wrong. I felt like the words coming out of mu mouth relly weren't that importnt and that mG be the case sometime but.. haha. But really, you'd be surprised by how may people listen to you even when you may "have your backed turned." No matter how smart or how dumb or how witty or how immature or how pointless you may think something to say may be, believe me 98% of the time someone is always listening. So that kind of puts you in the position of ALWAYS THINK BEFORE YOU SPEEK! Haha, I struggle with that just a much as the next person! But it's alright! And I'm always up for a good talk! Smile, tomorrow's another day!

With love. (:

Over the deep end; Spring Break!

   So, so far my spring break has been intresting you may say. In 2 days I have had about a total of 8 hours of sleep! It's pretty crazy how fast things changed. You know, it's so weird because I'm not really that tired. Also in the past few days I have been loaded with so much drama and aggervation (I think that's how you spell it). Which isn't a very uncommon thing in my life right now, but it just kind of seems like lately things have just been blown out of porportion so easily. And believe me I'm not perfect, I am guilty of  "overdramitizing" somtimes; I don't think I'm that bad about it though. Praying has really help lately, with God's help for sure! I just think that no matter how big any situation may be most of the time it doesn't have to be as big of a deal as we make it sometimes. And I'm not say that everyone always just completely goes off the deep end every time, but I guess I'm saying um just think before you talk.
  For me it's like my attitude I have towards situations when I don't like the ending result. Wow, I sounded really smart when I said that! Haha, but I hope you understand what I'm saying. Don't worry, no one is perfect, not even the person you may think have everything! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

   With love. (:

Just Have Laugh!

So today, spent ALL DAY with my family. It was intresting, haha. Um, I met this guy and when I went to talk to him my family embaressed me. But you know it was one of the funniest experieces of my life ohonestly! Even though my family is so outrageous most of the time, I love them. And if you just want to just totally write your family off for little pranks, learn to just laugh and have a good time. I realized it was way better if I jst let everyone have their moment. Smile, tomorrow is another day!

  With love. (:

Love Em!

So relationships, what a topic huh? I sure do think so. Ha. Well right now I feel like relationships are so tricky and are something that you have to work for. And I guess that's obvious to some people, but not for everyone you know. So, everyone can admit that at one point they have wanted a boyfriend or girlfriend! Don't deny it, haha. I mean, I know I sure have. To me having a boyfriend ment having someone tell you your beautiful and that they love being around you. Hearing those things just sounds great you know, but that's truly not what it's all about. It plays a part in they way you feel about a person for sure. I guess what I'm trying to say is no matter how nice or sweet somone may seem don't just dive in head first. Take your time, if he truly likes you he won't mind waiting. Find you an honestly great guy! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

   With love. (:

Think Positive!

So today I visited someone very much, who doesn't have much time left in her life. A few months ago she was informed she had cancer. Sadly it got really bad, really quick. Today, when I kissed her goodbye it mad me cry because didn't know if that could of been the last time that I may have the chance so do something so simple. But I realized that she is in so much pain, and when she is with God that won't be the case!! Even though things just won't be the same without her. What I am trying to say is death may be scary, but it's not a scary thing. Kinda a weird thing to think about. But losing someone is a very hard thing,  I know from personal experience! And if anyone wants to know how I overcame all tje crazy emotions, we can trade stories. Smile, tomorrow is another day!

    With love. (:

Always think!

So everyday, I kinda feel like I'm the odd one out. Not like with friends and stuff but in my own house. Like my mom and dad ALWAYS take my sibilings's sides. It's one of the most exausting things ever! But most of time I just ignore everyone or just go to my room. The best way to do things, I think, is to avoid an argument that you just might regret later. I do have a slight tendency in just blurting something out before I think about it. It's a real bad habit! But I'm working on it, and I hope that no one else feels too left out. If so I'm always up for a good conversation! Smile, tomorrow is another day!

   With love. (: